Looking at sheezy's current and still standing state... This may come as a bit rude...
I really don't like the manga style enough to draw it myself anymore...and because of my decision, it doesn't feel like I have the same support as I've had in the past...
It's not that I don't appreciate the current support I have...but more along the lines that I don't feel like my stuff is gonna go as far as it is at the moment...
It might only be that I'm in a position with no tools for animation...but that still doesn't change the fact that whatever I'm doing now isn't catching anyone else's attention; and without that, what good is it to anyone? I really like what I do with the time I spent doing it, but I barely have the time now as it is with a job...
(I may like what I make...but if benefits no other reason...How will I be able to make it any better if I have to devote my time to something that'll provide living quarters and many other needed things?)
Does this mean that my drawings are pointless unless they move? Do they really have to be realistic and dazzling to show you just how much I they really mean to me even if it's not the way I'd imagine it!!?
Even after getting a whole lot better in certain areas, I see most of the same things I've seen in my mind before doing so and they still appeal in a great deal to me...
Am I really going to enter the world with no public regards to what I really want to offer and would love to do..?
This is Coco, with what almost seems like a broken dream; wishing it were something bigger, signing out.